let's wipe of all the dust and webs that is in this blog((;
may start afresh in here. chnge of link perhaps. still thinkin(:
see you bloggers soon.

~ post at 7:33 PM ~

Lately school have start.
My style of life literally change.
No more late night lepakings or tonning w friend.
I still can ton and lepak, but not as frequent as i used to.
reducing clubs.
cos ive got school on thursday.
and i'll be a zombie by then.
but i miss it.
once in a while,is okay.

school's been fine.
classmates, sigh.
some are okay.
kay not all.
some are freggin friendly. :D

tried my best not to skip school anymore, like how i used to
in ite balestier. :) :)
study hardd. kda.
lesson starting real soooonn.
so i guess, i shall take my leave.
bye earthlingggs :D

~ post at 9:47 AM ~

Saya missing someone badly.
And its not a ex gf.
Hmm just a lil someone.

I was thought never to be happy
On someone's else misery.
I made a mistake.
I was living happily frm someone's els misery.
&& i didnt feel good.
I just wish both of them
Happiness.
:) :)

To top it all of,
Im missing a goodfriend.
Sigh. She must be really happy w her life now.
Sigh. M really sad.
Mayb shes busy w work or gf.
I understnd. A part of me was broken
When she literally left me thr.
But i gotta understnd, she has a gf to tc off.
Well, i shant disturb her life till th day she finds
Me bck.
Its not being ego, bt i cn feel.
She dont really need me in
Her life right now.
Tears are rolling as im typing this.
I just misses a goodfriend.
too much.
If you are reading this,
Im not asking fr sympathy or what.
I just wanna know imyalot.
Nevertheless.
Imma be ther fr you gdfrn.
Ily.

~ post at 3:33 AM ~

maybe you've chnge to someone new.
or was it just a part of my wishful thinking?
sigh.
ure already out to desaru with family.
but im still stuck here.
thnkng bout wt ure saying earlier on.
you alr look irritated by me bby.
sigh.

some says tt you still wnna have fun.
&& a part of me believes tt.
it's been a week since we last meet.
&& swear to god it's killing me.
not meeting me,
but you happily meeting someone else.
perhaps as a friend.
yes.ido. believe you.
well, roy lambert.
i still love you.
and it doesnt change any bit.
i wanna be with you for as long as i could.
but,
sigh.
ilysyg.
at times,
pls spare a thought for me at times.

~ post at 2:15 PM ~

~ post at 2:04 AM ~

at times i feel like we're drifting apart.

~ post at 2:47 AM ~

OMG!
dah lama saya taq update blog.
huhu.
taq ingat pon this existed.
^.^
well for now I'm starting with a new life.
with a girl,still.
named;Roy Lambert.

well I hope thiss really last.
My first x;uchan. 1 year plus.
My second x;JayJay. Pathetically 7days.
My third x;Ryan Rafael;9 days.
omg,
pls pls pls.

I really love love her alottt.
pls dont take her away.
I had enough of crying.
Just let this last. ^^
23o81o is now engraved in my heart k baby.

lama tak update mcm rindu. (:
okay humans,
i gtg.! (:

~ post at 12:20 AM ~